It’s hard to believe that I really spent four months in Argentina, and that now it is over. Everyone warned me that coming home would be weird. An adjustment. And they were right. Returning to my normal life can only be likened to the sensation of waking up from an incredible dream, being dumped back into reality while grasping to hold onto the silky memory. Of wondering if it all really happened.
I’m not complaining about being home. I’ve never missed my family and friends so much, and I was definitely ready to come back. But now that I’m here I have a new place to be homesick for, and a new set of experiences to find a place for.
Last Week of Study Abroad:
My last week in Buenos Aires seemed surreal, even as it was happening. On Monday, my documentary, finally finished, premiered in a real movie theater. Intimately familiar with every frame of the film, I took in every laugh, hush, and fidget of the audience, amazed that my work actually inspired emotion, spontaneous clapping, and amusement. The final applause hit me with an overwhelming swell of pride that I hadn’t expected, like the rush I felt when the curtains closed on a play I was in, only better.
Much of Tuesday was spent on a paper that I’d unfortunately put off. Wednesday, I said goodbye to one of my favorite clubs, hoping my final the next morning wouldn’t be a complete disaster. Thursday morning, I purchased the frozen turkey I’d forgotten to buy the day before, threw it out of the cab at my friend on my way to the IES center, and made it to my final 20 minutes late. We attempted to cook a Thanksgiving lunch, but a series of mistakes left us with a make-shift meal that evening, just two hours before we had to be at the IES Farewell Dinner.
I somehow fit in a visit to see the Madres de La Plaza de Mayo, one of Buenos Aires’ must-sees that I had put off until my last day. For decades, they have protested the kidnapping of their children during a military dictatorship in Argentina. Though it wasn’t all that much to see, it was a small glimpse into the terrible history that I’d learned so much about.
That night, the goodbye reception was an odd experience for me. My bags were packed, my finals over, and this was the last time I’d see the people I’d shared the last few months with. But amidst the appetizers, the karaoke, and the one-act talent show, I felt like an onlooker witnessing a shared goodbye. It wasn’t this group of people that I was going to miss, it was the city itself, the experience. I would say my own farewell to Buenos Aires, and it wouldn’t be here, in a room where English was spoken and “YMCA boomed in my ears.
A few friends and I left the event, and went to our Argentine friend’s apartment. Okay, there was some English-speaking there as well, as some of his roommates were British. But at least there was a mixing of cultures: British, Argentine, Irish, and us. This was the Buenos Aires I had known, the one I would spend my last night with. We went out all together, and it was the perfect ending to an adventure that was more than I had dreamed it would be.
Not Really Over
Friday morning I woke up with study abroad shut tightly behind me. But I was still in Buenos Aires and was about to step into a new journey that I had been long anticipating. My parents had arrived that morning for a 10-day trip, and I had never been so excited to see them. In Buenos Aires, I was on my own in a way that I never had been before, and seeing them I realized how much I had missed home.
We spent three days in the city, visiting my favorite places, doing a bus tour, seeing a tango show. It was weird, being a tourist rather than a student, a daughter rather than a tenant. But it was great. I got to share my life with my parents and do all the touristy things I hadn’t gotten around to.
Our next destination: Ushuaia, the southernmost city in the world. Everyone always describes mountain towns as nestled amid majestic peaks, and now I know why. The little colored houses were tucked perfectly into the rising folds and crests that swelled up behind the silvery water of the Beagle Channel. And though we were there for an unusual summer snowstorm, our tours brought us views were beyond spectacular. We boated around the Beagle Channel, seeing lighthouses and penguins, then visited a rustic ranch that, although gorgeous, was a little too intent on delivering the entirety of their tours despite the abominable weather. We visited a sled-dog training facility, which made me all the more intent on riding on a dogsled at least once in my life. Our last day, we hiked in the national park before boarding a plane for El Calafate.
This last stop was by far the most breathtaking in that the sights were almost otherworldly. We did another boat tour, but this time we were taken to see glaciers. The frosty blue glow of the walls of ice seemed artificial, and their immensity was hard to comprehend. Each glacier had its own stunning features, with craggy points and deep blue crevasses inspiring relentless flashes and clicks of greedy cameras.
Our last day of vacation, my dad and signed up for a mini-trekking adventure, which promised a small hike on the Pepito Moreno glacier. We didn’t realize that it would be one of the most memorable experiences yet. After strapping on crampons, we were guided across the ice into an alluring world of frozen towers and valleys whose blue tint still seemed unreal. It felt like walking amidst the clouds, and I wound through the glacial terrain overcome by wonder. We ended expedition at a wooden table stationed in an icy pocket, and toasted the experience with whisky and alfajores.
And that was it. We spent the next day and a half on planes and in airports, with a brief stop in Buenos Aires to say goodbye to my host mom and pick up my luggage. It was oddly sad seeing her for the last time. We had coexisted as friendly acquaintances for the majority of my stay, but during my last few weeks had become closer. I knew I wouldn’t keep in touch with her; she’d remain a character in my memory of Buenos Aires. I wouldn’t really miss her, but at the same time was sad to say goodbye.
Now, I’m on another plane, headed to Seattle to visit my sister. At times it is ridiculously easy to fall back into the rushed rhythm of life. It’s when everything slows down that my mind crawls back to overnight bus rides, late night breakfasts, La Bomba de Tiempo, empanadas, my week without money, the overcrowded public transportation… It was an adventure to be remembered, and I can only hope that one day I can go back and see it all again.
To everyone who read my blog, to those who commented, thank you for following my travels. It was good to know someone cared, that these posts weren’t for nothing. And that my adventures could be shared. Adios!




























